well it's been a while since i type something here, i never consider myself someone to make blocks about but i think it's about time i start just, saying what am thinking i can't just sit around all day thinking what i cloud have said and not actualy doing it!
hopefully this is a good change for both you guys and me since we all get something out of this
so let's start i got only 3 topics i wana talk
were have i been:
for the last year or soo i been trying to improve myself an an person and help my mental health after one of my jackass ex-friends back stab me (this time for no reason) i know it maybe sound like am attacking but i had been a traitor in some cases and i am not afraid to admit it, i made my mistakes but whit this friend it wasn't just a mistake thing, he actually toss me away and told me my art was crap, i will not say names becase i rather not give him attention but sadly i can't stop thinking about the situation even to this day, it still hurts a bit even tho am over it by now.
i just feel like i had to mention that but, in resume
mental health, self-improvement
what happened to the art:
i am not going to lie, last year i did't care for art, even tho i got a new drawing tablet that year it did't feel the same as my old drawing tablet, i struggle to get use only to have my quality rejected, hands why i skip SOOOO many birthdays lsat year, i said it was going to a good year, and for the most part it was!
don't get me rong i did some improvements.
but at some point i wanted to focus on something that did't made me feel like i was drawing
you can only draw some many drawing before you have to at least stretch yourself.
in a simple sentence: i was't in the mood.
but this year hooo! this year is going to be different, i will post updates in the blog every moth or so about what i have been doing or what has been going on.
(just to be clear, this post will be done in ONE siting, and i am not a good Wrighter sooo please understand this is done to improve on myself and my spelling as well
LAST BUT NOT LEAST
what's new: a new drawing tablet, and unlike last upgrade this one is bigger better, and IT HAS A DISPLAY SCREAN
i can't tell you why but just the fact i can see what am drawing in the moment i am drawing whit out having to look at the screen of my pc gives me just. . . such an moment of confort, while at the same time been highly new, just this day alone i work on a comic (that i will hopefully post soon) finished 3 arts, and did some doodles as a victory lap
dispite everything that has been bothering me i can't help but feel like this are FINALY turning for the beter, maybe i will open comisions soon so stick to that!
and whit that said: what is next?
well you guys will have to wait and see
whit an masive joy guys i say bye for now!
remeber: it maybe look bad but there is always a path even if it is hiden
love Ozieluniverse